, Car keys in hand. I pulled myself into the cab, and started the engine. I drove back to my house, leaving my old memories behind on the rocky shore.

n i was having a really bad day. I dropped the rock and went home.

I picked myself off of the ground in the present time, and walked back down the beach

woke up a few hours later, disgusted with what i did. I realized that jacob would want me to stay safe. 'Keep calm and carry on' he told me sometimes whe

spot'. I searched the beach in anguish, trying to find anything dangerous. I came across a sharp rock and tried to cut myself with it. I passed out, and

e about 45 minutes later, i drove down to the beach. I went over to mine and Jacobs spot, but it hurt to much. I moved to another spot, which is now 'my

ing into his shoulder. He patted my back, trying to comfort me. The only person that I loved left me. I had nothing to live for. When I left billy's hous

illy of lying. He told me he wasn't lying for at least 10 minutes until it sunk in. I fell to my knees and sobbed. I soon got up and hugged billy and cry